I am so excited and can't wait to have my TT and BL (nov 24th). Everyone is asking me if I'm nervous? Really I am fine. Okay a little bit nervous.  People have asked me about the pain and what if you don't wake up? What is wrong with these people? I know the pain is going to be horrible, and I know all the possibilities of what could go wrong. I want this more than they can know. After two children and a huge weight gain and loss (over 100 pounds) that I have kept off over 8 years, I think I deserve this. Anyway that's my rant for today.